Shrinking Violet

But, I'm soooo damn shy that I couldn't bring myself to chat up w/ some new peeps @ Mayfaire. What the hell is wrong with me? I talk to peeps (strangers) every flippin day about "nothing" and I'm so wanting to connect with like minded folks and so damn lonely w/o my pagan community. But I folded. No one approached me, so I felt unworthy to approach them. WTF? I'm also struggling with positive attitude towards my own body and it is bringing up old issues. I need to discover my own self worth and be happy with my lot in life. I truly have a blessed life, why can't I feel what I see???

Am I becoming a shrinking violet??

xox
Ursula