Dark Horse

So the minute I announce my affection for the fairer sex, the Universe answers in the way of a Dark Horse from my past. A young man, I once had a fleeting affair with whilst on leave from my marriage (a trial separation) that had left me more than a little broken hearted, more jilted and very jaded about romance. Yet the Universe felt the need to bring him back…. ‘WHY’ I scream. Isn’t this what I’ve been hoping for. A simple, casual yet intimate connection with another person? (damn it… YES) Isn’t that what Danilo is offering… ???? (damn it, YES) Then why don’t I STFU??? Because I’m whiny and over think things. This is exactly what I’ve been wanting. I know Danilo. I’ve known him a very long time, so I don’t have to waste hours on dates of “getting to know this person” before I “know” this person. I’m sure we’ve both changed in the past 8 yrs since our tryst. But that will be the surprise for us both. Maybe we needed those years to get ourselves right. When we were together, so long ago, it was really bad timing. Neither of us were truly separate and apart from our spouses. We had other obligations (vows, children, work) and we could not be together. It wasn’t right. So, now??? I don’t want to put to much pressure on this guy being the ONE. I mean we haven’t even gone on a date yet (looking forward to Saturday!) We’ll see how it goes… the least I’m hoping for… you got it…. INSPIRATION!!! Get those juices flowing again and open myself up to any and all possiblities… So here I go again… My Dark Horse, My Prince of Inspiration, My Beloved???.... maybe


Much Love,

Ursula