I went to a body-mind-spirit festival on the beach yesterday with some (recently met) girlfriends (Jacki and her sister Becki). We had such a great time, shopping, talking and eating. We even looked at wedding rings with Jacki at one of the shops. I felt so included and I was open to it. A truly psychedelic day...
We went to a little shop and I got a hand made prayer bead strand for unconditional love, this seems to be a theme in my life at the moment. self love, motherly love, friendly love, family love, romantic love.... I'm going to use it as a focus tool while I meditate. (sweet)
I had a card read for me. Abundance (more meaning for prosperity). I have abundance it all aspects of my life, just need to remind myself of how truly full and blessed my life is and not worry about what I don't have. Be happy with the moment and all it has to offer. (does this sound familiar? You bet!)
I also went to a psychic. I love getting my cards, tarot, runes or palm read. I usually cry, yesterday was no different. I wanted to know about my love life. She told me to stop worrying about it. I'll meet someone within the year, but it's not a forever love. That's not the way with me. I've had a few loves and right now I'm still going through the process of grieving over my divorce (even though I'm the one that left, she knew that I didn't tell her). So chill out basically. Now what's holding me back is, I'm not doing what I'm passionate about. My job, although I like it, it's draining me and I know it. I need to go back to school. I need to write about my pain and share it with others. I will not be able to keep up my current career direction forever and this is the year to prepare for that change, when it comes. (she seem to give me the feeling, it'll be like in 2 or 3 years). Also my body it taking a toll and I need to do more to relax it. (I need to be serious about taking care of myself), my shoulders and neck are so full of unnecessary tension. Lastly, she spoke of my mother. She said she visits me at night, watching my sleep and sits in the chair in my room. (that is freaky, cause I've got a chair facing my bed) Also she asked me about electronics, have I had something messing up lately. And yes, my alarm clock has been messing up or been unplugged. She said that was my mom trying to get my attention. And my mom kept talking about shoes (the only thing I can think of is I LOVE shoes). She said my mom gives me pink roses and pulls back from the psychic. (Pink roses??? symbol of friendship) The psychic said my mom loves me and is always with me. I also have two guardian angels with me at all time, yet I don't let them help me and they just stand around twiddling their thumbs. I need to open up to them for help. So at this moment, I open my heart, mind and soul to my guardian angels, I allow them to help me and guide me. So Mote It Be
xox
Ursula
We went to a little shop and I got a hand made prayer bead strand for unconditional love, this seems to be a theme in my life at the moment. self love, motherly love, friendly love, family love, romantic love.... I'm going to use it as a focus tool while I meditate. (sweet)
I had a card read for me. Abundance (more meaning for prosperity). I have abundance it all aspects of my life, just need to remind myself of how truly full and blessed my life is and not worry about what I don't have. Be happy with the moment and all it has to offer. (does this sound familiar? You bet!)
I also went to a psychic. I love getting my cards, tarot, runes or palm read. I usually cry, yesterday was no different. I wanted to know about my love life. She told me to stop worrying about it. I'll meet someone within the year, but it's not a forever love. That's not the way with me. I've had a few loves and right now I'm still going through the process of grieving over my divorce (even though I'm the one that left, she knew that I didn't tell her). So chill out basically. Now what's holding me back is, I'm not doing what I'm passionate about. My job, although I like it, it's draining me and I know it. I need to go back to school. I need to write about my pain and share it with others. I will not be able to keep up my current career direction forever and this is the year to prepare for that change, when it comes. (she seem to give me the feeling, it'll be like in 2 or 3 years). Also my body it taking a toll and I need to do more to relax it. (I need to be serious about taking care of myself), my shoulders and neck are so full of unnecessary tension. Lastly, she spoke of my mother. She said she visits me at night, watching my sleep and sits in the chair in my room. (that is freaky, cause I've got a chair facing my bed) Also she asked me about electronics, have I had something messing up lately. And yes, my alarm clock has been messing up or been unplugged. She said that was my mom trying to get my attention. And my mom kept talking about shoes (the only thing I can think of is I LOVE shoes). She said my mom gives me pink roses and pulls back from the psychic. (Pink roses??? symbol of friendship) The psychic said my mom loves me and is always with me. I also have two guardian angels with me at all time, yet I don't let them help me and they just stand around twiddling their thumbs. I need to open up to them for help. So at this moment, I open my heart, mind and soul to my guardian angels, I allow them to help me and guide me. So Mote It Be
xox
Ursula
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